1. Understanding the Art of Forgiveness

It didn't take me long to realize that I had been drifting away from my everyday rituals for quite sometime now. The routine I had set for myself, knowingly or unknowingly. Sidetracking from the routine eventually led to sidetracking from my goal and finally resulted in forgetting the goal all together.

I don't know. It's just, he's so passionate about so many different things. I just don't get that way. Do you?
- Penny (The Big Bang Theory S06E21)

Not being passionate about a single thing, forget 'so many different things', can be difficult than it seems to be. Imagine walking in a desert in a straight line. Now imagine walking in a desert in circles. It's more likely that you will reach somewhere in the first case while in the latter case you are sure to reach no where. This is what feels like to have had no passion at all.

See? I wish I had some of that fire in my life. I mean, I want to care about things and get excited like you guys.
- Penny (The Big Bang Theory S06E21)

After giving a much thought about it, I have decided to follow a set of instructions that I have developed myself over a period of time to get myself back on track. The very first thing I have decided to do is forgive everyone.

Holding grudges with lot of people who were directly and indirectly involved in hurting me has worked against me. So I decide to forgive each one of them individually. The first thing I intend to do is: write down their names.